August 8th My parents took me back to the countryside. I didn't want to come to a place like this at all. Some old guy looked at me with those creepy eyes, and then touched me. I couldn't stand it...it was disgusting...I just want to go home. However, unbelievably, I'm going to have to spend the night alone with that creepy old man...it's disgusting, so disgusting... August 9th This is terrible...what should I do...I...I probably will never forget that old man's penis...I thought this would never happen, and while I was figuring out what to do, he went into the bathroom...no no no no no... ...I can't believe I was forced to ejaculate so much by a man like that...his hands and tongue were on another level! August 10th Oh no, I want your penis, I really want it...I want it...I want it...I want it...I want it... I want to be fucked like crazy again like yesterday...I can't stand it, just writing this makes me want it...! !